Being a kid with a machine, and trying to express some feelings through it. generated brushstrokes or rather noise fields were drawn one by one to the pixels. not a total human expression. not a total machine expression. It is an ongoing contact between human feelings and different kinds of machine randomness. no meanings attached. It is a pretty raw approach to put feelings out through code. This image is not seeking beautiful but rather the acceptance of raw digital creativity. after all, it is ok to move away from meanings and focus on feelings. Created through a node based visual coding software in a broken state of a person.